You're rubbing salt in my wounds

I thought it was bad before I met you
But this is something I didn't foresee
I've committed a deadly sin
By thinking you cared for me

My error, my mistake
I perceived you had a heart
Little did I know my fault
Would tear my life apart

Everything is lost
And my life is close to gone
Too late for me to know
You were the devil's spawn

I can't believe I was so foolish
Can't believe I was so dumb
You're rubbing salt in my wounds
And yet my body still feels numb

I've Had Enough Now

I can not sleep again,
My eyes constantly weep,
I keep falling into myself,
I am afraid of getting in too deep.

I am slipping in the edge,
Strongly ready to fall,
Just to let go,
And turn my back on it all.

I am drowning in bad memories,
So sick of crying inside,
I have just had enough now,
My corner is eroding away where I hide.

My body is dying slowly,
Wasting all away,
I am slipping further,
With each passing day.

Burning out like a flame,
Into a dark solitary place,
Losing my undignified fight,
As my tears fall down my face.

I lie back,
And suddenly I can not breathe,
All I want in life,
Is to quickly leave.

Because I can not stand this,
Can not cope with this anymore,
My heart is badly broken,
Scattered across the floor.

Beyond being fixed,
Pieces can never be but back together,
It is too late, I can not be helped,
This is me forever.

I would rather walk away from here,
I want to be dead,
I wish I was never born,
And to the happy place I wish I could be lead.

So I am gonna let go now,
And finally say good bye,
Because I have finally had enough,
And I no longer wanna cry.